Try

There's a beauty in the way we try. 

Try to impress and try to depress aimlessly, fruitlessly. 

We all seem to need it, to prove something, anything to ourselves and to others what we think we need to say or do. 

Based on what we believe and on what we don't, we strive, and bound ahead to try to try. 

12:05 am

I don't wanna die knowing that I can't tell my family something so simple but I feel like I can't and that bothers me. I never changed or wanted this, I've simply just realized and was.