I am trying to breath in water.
The slow painful agony of feeling,
Hopeless, alone,
Like water entering my lungs,
Like water clouding my vision.
Drowned in problems I can't solve.
Drowned in feelings I can't express.
The idea that I could lose myself,
lose myself to the current,
Scares me.
The thoughts of worry,
And my fears,
Hit me like unrelenting waves,
Each bring me deeper, closer,
To a place I do not want to be,
A place I cannot be.
But, I don't know how to swim.
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