Stupid

I am stupid. Stupid for letting you walk over me. Stupid for caring so much. For falling in love with someone more narcissistic and self-centered than me.

I am a fool for thinking that you were worth something. Worth the insults, worth breaking my heart for. To me you were worth so much more than just a person you became an entity bigger than your soul would allow. Everytime you smiled I fell harder, deeper into your trap. I am stupid to think that you were more than just a man. Stupid because I actually thought we had a good thing going. We never did. We will never have.